Sigh. Though it pales in comparison, I’m reminded of the phone call I got to make to my parents after living under military curfew for two weeks. Man. And that was just two weeks.
Those urine-scented sarcophagi we call our public transit depots are full of discarded hope and lecherous stares, while the roads are choked in unearned privilege and senseless greed. Neither is really bearable.
That solid gut-punched feeling of loss: facebook messages from people you used to eat with, walk with, people you used to see every day.
To the trout lilies carpeting the riverbend: Why? What snow were you capturing? I didn’t expect to see you here. But I’m not complaining.
My left arm covered in poison ivy weeks before I’d even thought to be careful of it. Yes. I’m complaining.
A postcard of snow-blanketed Vermont and sun-drenched St. Thomas arrive on the same day.
A man hitting a pigeon with his umbrella. Why didn’t I put my rugby tackling to good use? I’m sure I still remember how.
A sightless beggar sobbing while the entire train car rummaged for change in their purses.
A lunch date with someone who eats only SlimFast.
Two Carolina wrens scouting out a place to build a nest. Carrying grass. Carrying on.
An endless series of cat calls. Have you never seen someone going for a walk before?
Tempranillo. Another dinner admiring houseplants.
The Barefoot Patient’s Cooperative is on my mind again. So be it.
I miss everyone. Everything. So many mountains. So many faces. You.







